In my so called bookish phase

 

Heh..eheh...

Its irony how the books i've collected above had a huge impact on me in 2023 , when i was 12-13ish.

Only god knows how addicted/obsessed i am to these 3 books... 

Since i've started reading nirnama , that reminds me of empayar too ... I remember having a big phase since i was in darjah 6 , like hyperfixtating too much on this series. 

I kinda feel sad for myself cuz i had no one to talk to abt these 3 books , the same goes to my 2023 self...

:< i also , dont know , how my reading activity kinda declined for these 3 years... maybe i just kept thibking that reading is just a waste of time , and i had to read more abt school subjects.. yeah honestly that was my mindset. 

But , ever since form 4 i got reaaaaaally addicted to reading. i think its just a matter of time , isnt it?

I also felt the same too today after talking to my closest circle but still, they arent obsessed/ a huge fan of it..

i know people might be saying that i should get over it , pull up or whatsoever but im still deeply sad in my heart... 

It just breaks my heart man :( i mean i dont have instagram or twitter so i couldn catch up those interesting fanarts and the authors/artist interaction , etc. 

so , my only hope left is just to make annotations in that book , and maybe journalling in my own phone so i dont get alone reading it... And repeating the same mistake again in 2024 where i was obsessed with Oban Star racers..  (only i got to experience what was that time.. )

Anyways, im starting over reading these 3. Its good i dont remember any of the plot and storyline so reading it back gives a good sensation to bring that hyperfixtation back :D.