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 AAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY CANT I INSERT IMAGES AND GIFS!?????????!?!??!?!?1/ ┻━┻ ︵ ＼( °□° )／ ︵ ┻━┻ 

wait wha-

HOW!!?!?!?!

OKAY- WHAT.

man the other blog that I was doing couldnt accept me inserting IMAGES AND GIFS THAT I WAS PUTTING AAAAAAAAAA

I WAS TRYING SO HARD TO PUT THOSE ON MY OTHER BLOG FOR LIKE HALF AN HOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,;;;;;     oh well.......

27/5/23

HEYYYY!!

 

HALOOO!!! IM BACK!! AND ALSO I HAVE GOOD NEWS! ＼(＾▽＾)／

(this is a quick blog , so sorry if this is really short , I'll continue it tomorrow if I could.)

OKAYYYYY FIRST OF ALL ,
i quit boarding school.

yes, I QUIT! UGHHHH IT'S SOO HARD TO LIVE IN THAT SKOOOOOOOOOOL I LITERALLY CRIED IN A WEEK AND I HAVE MENTAL BREAKDOWN AND I HAVE PROBLEMS WITH MY HEALTH AND SOCIALIZING PROBLEMS AND GOT SCOLDED BY SENIORS CUZ I ALWAYS DO THE WRONG THING FOR THE SAKE OF RULES AND OUR HOUSE SYSTEM AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA┻━┻ ︵ ＼( °□° )／ ︵ ┻━┻

Fyi i quit last Friday , that was 12th May. That was the best day of my life after releasing from that school of hell. :D

12th May... The day that I couldn't forget. 
It all started when I wake up in the morning, I remembered that that day I am going to quit that school after I promised with my mom a few days before. 

Well, it atcually started like this , before I quit :

at first , i had a mental breakdown there... I literally cried for a day. Im too stressed to deal with my homeworks ( lol ) , dealing with the rules with my house system and planning what to do next as time is running out and im reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally worried and axious about time as time is FAST!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA and also i dont have friends as they're too boring to talk with and they always ignore me and THEY ARE TOO JUDGEY AH

Anyways,.... I dont wanna talk much about it. :( But the best thing that happened on 12th May is my sisters's bday! :D After I quit from that school , it was a 3-4 hour drive to my sister's place ( as the school was quite far ) ... ah , such a long journey that day. I ate a lot of foooooooooood >w< I stayed at a hotel since its a celebration!!!! (/≧▽≦)/ I ate maggie , pizza , sushi ,  banyak la :DD I also got a chance to watch my favourite anime on my ipad that night XD

yeah, that's all that happened on 12th May.

After that , I continue to normalize my life living back in my own sweet home. =)

Well , that's all for today. cya in the next blog. I'll tell more. :D

bye!

Back ( ‾́ ◡ ‾́ )

 

HALOOOOOO IM BACKKK o(*￣▽￣*)ブ
ah feels good to be back on my blog page , listening takeshi abo's lease at home, away from the hustle and bustle of boarding school life.

Today is 27th April , nightime. Eid Mubarak or Raya Aidifiltri was 5 days ago. Raya was fun , took a lot of pictures :) 

Soooooooooo urm my life in boarding school was quite like a roller coaster ride! It's really a long story to tell though ,....
maybe i'll tell it next time , until i get back home and that is 27th May. I'm kinda tired and I wanted to watch my favourite movie which is Big Hero 6 lolll ahahaahahah yeshhhh (⊙w⊙)🍿

For your information I'm REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALY iNTERESTED IN TOUHOU NOW!!!! ;DDDDDDDD

ok that's all bai

also since i got a new blue square device from a famous electronic company that has a shape of a fruit i'm active in drawing now and I AM REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLY MOTIVATED TO DRAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!111!!1 I LOVE TO DRAW NOW YEYEYAHJDHDAHDDJ    
You can see my sketches in my art blog! (o゜▽゜)o☆

-Sara 
27/4/23

BREAAAAAKING NEWS!!

 

OKAYYY SOOOOO LAST FRIDAY I GOT AN OFFER TO GO TO A BOARDING SCHOOL THAT IS REALLY FAR AWAY FROM MY HOMETOWN!!!!!!!! (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻  IT WAS REALLY UNEXPECTING!!!! I THOUGHT THAT I DIDN'T GET WHAT I WANTED BUT I DID GET!!!!!! THANK GOD. WOAH. AAAAAAAAAAA. WHEN I SAW MY BOARDING SCHOOL OFFER ON THE WEBSITE I LITERALLY FREAKED OUT , LIKE WHAAAAAAT. 
I WAS IN DILEMMA FOR 2-3 DAYS FOR THINKING WHICH SCHOOL SHOULD I GO , HIGH SCHOOL OR BOARDING SCHOOL!?!??!??! AND FINALLY , I MADE UP THE DESICION! I CHOOSEEE....... BOARDING SCHOOL LAAAA! THAT SKOOL IS AN APPLE DISTINGUISHED SCHOOL AND IT HAS A LOT OF RICH PEOPLE;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;-; LIKE LITERALLY WE CAN USE IPAD THERE! (＃°Д°) I felt a sense of joy and a little bit worried for couple of days... EVERYONE KEEP CONGRATULATING ME EVERY SINGLE DAY AS EVERYONE KEEP TELLING ME WHAT BOARDING SCHOOL I GOT URGHHHHHHH;;; BUT I WAS HAPPY THOUGH!! :D 

Until now , im still thinking about the future... What am I going to become... (￣﹏￣；)

As for now , I have to search and find stuff for my hostel.. there's literally a lot of things I have to buy waaaaaaa and i HAVE TO FIND IT TODAY!! 

              my sincere reaction

Honestly i keep thinking how and what would my classmates will be... I just think that this 'all girls' boarding school ' is like... idk... a discipline skool and all of the people there is really high talented and can step in anyone and i bet most of my classmates is 95% is introverted , some are "SOFTIE UWU" , or "THE INTROVERTED HARDCORE AESTHETIC GIRL" and many types of those people i don't want to state. hhhh;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

"and i hear that the teachers and our seniors will be really strict too.." 

I DUNNOOOO ANYMORE!!! I JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST IN THERE , LEARNING AND EXPERIENCING A NEW ENVIROMENT!!!! AAAAAA
also i have to go there by next week..weish me luck.

k bye imma go coding , i'll send a report next week about my first day, hopefully. or I'll just report it on my sketchbook. Cya! :)
-Sara
22/3/23

Learning HTML Code! 💫╰(*°▽°*)╯

 

HEYO! I'm back again. Today , I just learned how to code HTML using notepad! I just learned... probably about 15% of HTML. I also created a channel on Telegram all about my HTML codes I snapshot on W3schools. Since you're my reader , i , Sara Marrisa , SINCERELY INVITE YOU TO MY CHANNEL OF HTML! :DD 

YOU'RE INVITED! ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆


Tbh coding HTML seems fun and exciting when your getting along with it... Before this I used to think that HTML is so boring and I'm too lazy to code... But now it seems SO MUCH FUNNNN!!!

ok that's all bye
-Sara 12/3/23

Update blog (>_<) ! -- ✩

 

Halo! Welcome to my blog again! :)) In this blog, I'm going to talk about sum stuff in the future and what's been going on this 1 month holiday without school.

Ah , school is almost starting.. I decide to choose High School instead of boarding school..

Throughout this 1 month holiday ( 18th feb - 19th March ) I maked so much art , exploring new stuff, watching anime , taking care of my new kittens ,working on
my THB comic, eating Maggie,
listening to DNB 

aaaand yeah that's 

probably it ,nothing much.. :P

But today , from now on , I'll practice
coding HTML to make my own web
to store my comics and art collection. I'm not comfortable to use webtoon or comic websites nowadays, so i decided to make my own web, specially designed for my stuff where everyone can see! And also today I just watched this epic anime called " Keep Your Hands Off Eizouken! " 

THIS ANIME INSPIRED ME SOOO MUCH TO DRAW!!! LIKE THEY INSPIRED ME TO DRAW PERSPECTIVES, BUILDINGS , SMALL DETAILS AND MOREE!! Goshh i love this anime <3 

Besides that , I just discovered this video on Youtube that literally changed everything starting today... I really love this content!! >w<
You should check it out , its like a movie but full of historic TV bumpers and Kevin's quest to find the mystery of who made the Disney Channel Wand ID!! It's SOO INSPIRING YET ENTERTAINING YOU KNOW!!! :DD I REAAAALLY love the LAST PART! His words are truly golden--- idk how to describe it but I'll remember that speech in my whole life. Here's the link :

Disney Channel's Theme: A History Mystery

I love video essays.. 📹💤✨

Ah , how time flies... School is starting soon! new school wooo.. (～￣▽￣)～ Tomorrow i have to take photos at the photo shop and buy new school clothes.. No more dark blue skirt YAYYY (o゜▽゜)o☆

For me I'll be feeling "exci-worried", a word that combines "excited + worried' . hehe.. :P
Im both excited cuz its a new education that i'll be learning and a new enviroment, on the other hand , I'm quite worried though if I made any mistakes or any emberassment on the first week of school. 
Selalunya, I'm quite the akward kid in the class.. argh , i dunno what to say about this but hopefully it'll be normal on that week , insya-allah! ☆  

New books... or maybe new stationeries?/
Eh i dunno. Just looking foward to have a better future , new art , and new memories! *^____^*

ok that's all bye goodnight!~ It was fun writing this blog while listening to DNB! Currently it's 11:59 p.m. on a Thursday. another one minute and it's Friday.. Yay...!
k bye

Goodbye SKPJ! :)

 

Today is Sunday , 19/2/23. My last day of school ended 2 days ago. I have oficially ended sekolah rendah/ primary school. Woo! :D 

Wow. I can't believe I've ended primary school already after 6 years... At first , I studied at SK Convent Bukit Mertajam for 2 years. And later , after an "incident" happened , i moved to Sk Pauh Jaya and that school probably changed my life.... until today , i guess (。・・)ノ There's a lot of stories I wanted to share in my primary school years but maybe some other time...

My last day of school was on 17th Febuary. And before that day , on 16th Feb , me and my classmates had a " jamuan makan2" or should I say banquet XD ( i dunno much english , sometimes I translate hoho )My teachers bought us KFC!! (/≧▽≦)/ It was delicious! And other more tasty fods that my classmates bought. I even got all certificates since we are finishing primary school. Everyone also bought their handphones, since the GB (headmaster) allows it. So, I took some photos & videos of my school as memories :)

                                                     A short clip. #1

                                               A short clip #2

KFCCCCC!!! ( i'm in the back lol)

My friends eating in the class. I'm
not in this pic xp

nyum 😋

🍦

a 360 view of my dewan~

✨mengestetik✨

ah , that feeling.

a normal day of second last day of school.

my class.

4 kids at the stairs. Maybe I should make an art of it. XD

A class photo! can't show u where i am ;)

Our sekolah rendah certificates

that's all I wanted to show you the photos I took. Some of them were taken by my teachers. This is the only pics that I have time to took because my teacher can't allow us to bring our phones anymore on the last day of school.
To be honest , I wasn't feeling happy those 2 days. If you reconize me in those pics , I'm not smiling neither I'm doing the iconic thumbs up that I always do in pics. :( Not because of I'm leaving that school, it's because of my friends and surroundings. They dissapoint me xp
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Well.. maybe i'll have good memories again next year maybe in high school (?) , boardig school (?) , i dunno... 
Btw , while writing this blog , this song that I remembered in my head suddenly fits this blog tho XD here it is , it's a malay song :

My fav singer , MEEET UNCLE HUSAAAINNNN!!
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Ah, I look foward to see a bright future ahead this year... New friends , new school , new surroundings but lots of homework and studying 〒▽〒
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That's all I wanted to share today. I gotta move on! Until then , thanks for visitng and see you in my next blog. Sara signing off! :D
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The future's gonna be awesome..
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