Salam Bulan Ramadhan

 Ramadhan has come tonight , and i'm having good thoughts about it.

I'm currently improving myself at this point after going through a lot of difficulties of mindset going on in my head.. i hope i can gain aura and make some better memories this time.

Form 4 has a lot of challenges , isn't it? i really don't like my classmates :( especially the non-muslims one. God , they're so hard to handle with... i mean , what about the people outside our country? catching a red camel is so rare yet exhausting....

since I've finished the book "Mencari Unta Merah Jepun" by Abdullah Bukhairi as a kickstart to Ramadhan , i'm really inspired to change myself to a be a better muslim , rather then rotting alone in the dark doomscrolling youtube and tumblr (otaku)

I don't know whether if i could win the japanese speech contest or not, it's just that i'm not used to writing and I typically get anxious and panicked when i start to write and tend to ran out of ideas. The person who wins it gets to enter the exchange programme. 

This year , as I'm currently in my lonely phase rn , i read books a lot. And as I read, my mind will say'hey , how about you write and describe this, blablabla'. The urge to write exploded in my head when i read any kind of books. 

Now , I'm really interested in writing , especially writing articles , my research and thoughts (particularly philosophical topics) and stuff i see daily. I sure do hope i could publish my own book someday...

So , this month i'm going to try a lot of new things like writing a subject , and exercising. It's boring to do the same thing every year , especially in the month of Ramadhan. 

My right foot is in pain... doakan saya :(

also , about the 'start of form 4' post , i don't think i'll be continuting that anymore.. 

Overall , I wish my readers to have a blessing month full of great memories and momentum that you want to achieve during this season. :D I don't know and i forgot what to write now , so byebye!