Surrealism

 Today is the day i finally watched Severance. I watched it because I liked the vibe of that show , and I noticed that it has the elements of surrealism. Something like , a surrealist-horror show.

After watching episode 1 , I started to came up with many questions as I had already multiple theories on my mind of the visuals of the show. Not to mention about the context that is targeted to confuse the audience , but I'm not one of them-- I process the information in that show and try to analyze & come up with my own context/theory.

Usually , after watching an episode of a show/series I'm interested , I start to think various aspect of the show, mainly the concept and the plot-- what it's trying to conceive to the audience. This , pattern you see, has been going on since I'm 13.

As i begin to express my love for Severance, I asked my AI companion , of course-- Chatgpt , about the context and all. And I also asked shows that are similair to this one.

Turns out , there's nothing compared to Severance , sadly. I searched it up for a while but nothing attracts me as same as it. Plus , i need to be more careful since most of Surrealist-horror shows are NSFW.

One thing I start to notice about myself was , my head was full of thoughts, visuals of "surrealism",... I start to think and imagine about the vibe and context of the show , but I created in my own way , something like that.

"Who... are you'"

chuckels

"I'm you , silly", smiles

Yeah , that's the type of ahh I've been creating in my head after watching Severance.

I'm also knowing a bit of myself that , after discovering the term and genre of "surrealism" , it fits my style of thinking---

Overthinking.

I have this habit of zoning off for a while , sometimes it can be an hour or more, where after I hyperactively do on something or after doing my work, I started to look at something , and let all my thoughts I've been keeping roam free in my head and there it is , I start to think

Describing it feels way more harder than I thought it was... like i intended to write about it , but when i start to rite , it just goes.. away, as if the thoughts didnt exist in my mind.

From what i experienced earlier is , I keep creating scenarios of surrealism places that brings an unsettling feeling to myself.

Arghhh i dunnow how to explain , its like : i think , and I'm scared of my own thoughts.

scenarios where it's quiet... and suddenly after zoning off you noticed something odd in the distance; that's what ive been thinking.

Also , liminal and surrealist places will be getting me into more overthinking than usual. This is because while others think an empty space is more minimal and clears off the mind , im the opposite. It boosts my "thinking" of something--- it could sometimes goes off to random or a out of this reality thoughts , which people think I'm a lunatic person...