Assalamualaikum... sudah tiba hari yang selalu diadakan selepas berpuasa selama 29/30 hari... Hari raya!!!!!!!!! yea.... cepat masa berlalu.. xp
Penat... hari ni bisa udah pegi ke banyak rumah sih... so tiring... ;----;
Writing this on the first day of April , hari raya kedua 2025.
I've got sooo many things to share!!! :D
Okay , so in a week before raya , many things happened, as if meteors crashing down the earth... Writing this on my blog cuz im hesitated to write on my summary book... I'll type as much as I remember...
Firstly , i dislike my school not because of the education but rather the disciplinary rules.... allahuakbar , i really felt that feeling when i got written my name on that small notepad... the hamba allah yang ada "jawatan" caught me.. bro ( ; ω ; ) aduh... sakitnya jatungku...
I felt like edward from fullmetal alchemist..
AHAHAHA THIS WAS MY HONEST REACTION EVER XD
So basically in 26/3/25 since i am a puteri islam in my uniform , as you know I often have that "clumsy" and "undiscipline" or "irresponsibility" feeling before the holiday week comes so i take things for granted. And as a padan muka result , I left the pink tudung at home and ended up being laughed at :/ it really sucks... That pain in my heart ... when being called at ....
i remember that iwas doing the edward face all day long ；￣Д￣)
That d-dd-d-d-d-d- da-- no , i must not swear!!! that 2 jawatan hamba allah noticed me bro , and i have to stand up in front of people , and in front of ANTAGONIST X!!!! i ran as i cried to the front , ... then i have to deal with that one cikgu lagi.. and i continued crying in class.. that is one of the moments that will smell like a dead mayat in my head...
but i ended up doing a good task , alhamdulillah :'D since i take the chance to become a jawatan as a libraian , i have to stayback and stay i the library doing stuff.. as i do my work , i felt that sense of joy and entertained doing repeated work .. so this is what an office worker feels like haha XD my library is quite old , I looked at the environment is full with 2000's posters and books... it really is outdated... the computers ,...this is what bought me into a 2000's magazines that i didnt know it exists.. ill tell it later in the bottom.
So far for school , i felt matured for myself this year.. my learning progress in class is okay , but the problem when entering the school develops a mild physcology in my head.. i dislike my classmates.. i dislike the person who sits besides me... tapi , nak buat macamane? redha je lah... berpegang kepada rukun iman qadha dan qadar.. inilah nasibku....
hanya pegangan agama sahaja menjadi pedoman selama aku belajar.. percayalah.
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there's also like a cat in my school , i often see him , everyday... they even put a cat dispensary food , khas untuk kucing tu... hmm
yang tu je lah untuk sekolah , i guess... (￣_￣)・・・
i remember that iwas doing the edward face all day long ；￣Д￣)
That d-dd-d-d-d-d- da-- no , i must not swear!!! that 2 jawatan hamba allah noticed me bro , and i have to stand up in front of people , and in front of ANTAGONIST X!!!! i ran as i cried to the front , ... then i have to deal with that one cikgu lagi.. and i continued crying in class.. that is one of the moments that will smell like a dead mayat in my head...
but i ended up doing a good task , alhamdulillah :'D since i take the chance to become a jawatan as a libraian , i have to stayback and stay i the library doing stuff.. as i do my work , i felt that sense of joy and entertained doing repeated work .. so this is what an office worker feels like haha XD my library is quite old , I looked at the environment is full with 2000's posters and books... it really is outdated... the computers ,...this is what bought me into a 2000's magazines that i didnt know it exists.. ill tell it later in the bottom.
So far for school , i felt matured for myself this year.. my learning progress in class is okay , but the problem when entering the school develops a mild physcology in my head.. i dislike my classmates.. i dislike the person who sits besides me... tapi , nak buat macamane? redha je lah... berpegang kepada rukun iman qadha dan qadar.. inilah nasibku....
earlier this march , i felt that regret when i left that previous school... but now , i think i don't know where to go next year.. after seeing- no , STALKING my friends from that school , i dont think i will never go there again.. takpelah , rezeki di hanya pada allah sahaja , aq mesti usaha & tawakal so that i could make my future the best!!
hanya pegangan agama sahaja menjadi pedoman selama aku belajar.. percayalah.
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there's also like a cat in my school , i often see him , everyday... they even put a cat dispensary food , khas untuk kucing tu... hmm
yang tu je lah untuk sekolah , i guess... (￣_￣)・・・
satu lagi.. hampir" semua subjek memang mengantuk aa, cikgu pun... tak guna teknologi abad ke 21.. haishh.. yg tu yg payah. harap sekolah disipilin tinggi , tapi pembelajaran tak berkesan. pastu anggap student nak dapat cemerlang. memang hmph laaaa
⬆️ As i said to myself.
i need stuff that keeps me awake through class... but eating sweets will make me fat ;w;
another 3 years and i will be free from school.. hello technology world in campus XD
idk what to say but being a school student is a lot of fun they say , but it's still a society's perspective.. they have friends , insta , and a lot of things that focuses on dunia. as for me , im just going there to gain knowledge, i know you're thinking this is so cliche , but its the important point of going there. now , i dont want to elaborate too much but , i just want to help myself and make a change towards a new future, baik untuk ummah dan tanggungjawab sebagai umat islam.
okay! on to the next story! ヽ(*・ω・)ﾉ
Kan dah masuk 10 hari terakhir ramadhan minggu lepas , so nabi kata carilah malam lailatul qadar , so i did my best to catch it. i dont know when it happened but , in the beggining of that phase , i saw a beautiful sunset , along with its rays.. subhannallah , all glory to Allah SWT! i was really amazed with it and i predicted that that night was lailatul qadar... i think it rained...
after a few days later , i got some conflict going on and ended up losing hope a bit(?) :(
okay! on to the next story! ヽ(*・ω・)ﾉ
Kan dah masuk 10 hari terakhir ramadhan minggu lepas , so nabi kata carilah malam lailatul qadar , so i did my best to catch it. i dont know when it happened but , in the beggining of that phase , i saw a beautiful sunset , along with its rays.. subhannallah , all glory to Allah SWT! i was really amazed with it and i predicted that that night was lailatul qadar... i think it rained...
after a few days later , i got some conflict going on and ended up losing hope a bit(?) :(
idk, but i did my best in ramadhan , hoping to see it again next year..
I think this ramadhan 2025 was the best. I have finally found the meaning of ramadhan,... As i went through the 30days , i realized that ramahdan isnt just doing the cliche things as society always do. We may see in commercials , tvs that they are fasting , reciting quran but the important thing that as well as me, have found in myself that ramadhan is about purifying and lceaning our hearts-- its about to remind ourselves that we are the slaves of allah swt , and as a muslim , we have to seek forgiveness and minta kepadanya supaya dijauhkan drpd neraka & all the suffering in hari akhirat nanti. Now , orang kafir may think that "oh diorang ni buat benda tak bermanfaat pun" or you might say "lah memang pun" those words are just blank and brings nothing, it only brings regret to the hereafter. You'll see that one day , orang" yang kata tu lah akan menyesal.
I think this ramadhan 2025 was the best. I have finally found the meaning of ramadhan,... As i went through the 30days , i realized that ramahdan isnt just doing the cliche things as society always do. We may see in commercials , tvs that they are fasting , reciting quran but the important thing that as well as me, have found in myself that ramadhan is about purifying and lceaning our hearts-- its about to remind ourselves that we are the slaves of allah swt , and as a muslim , we have to seek forgiveness and minta kepadanya supaya dijauhkan drpd neraka & all the suffering in hari akhirat nanti. Now , orang kafir may think that "oh diorang ni buat benda tak bermanfaat pun" or you might say "lah memang pun" those words are just blank and brings nothing, it only brings regret to the hereafter. You'll see that one day , orang" yang kata tu lah akan menyesal.
take note that bulan ramadhan ni , bulan pengampunan daripada tuhan semesta alam , jadi mintalah. buat tahajjud. buat all it takes that mendatangkan manfaat , baik dunia dan akhirat. baca quran , tadabbur & tafsirlah. Percayalah , membaca & menghayati quran , akan ditambahkan iman (based on my experience) Also , make a quran journal so that you'll remember kalam Allah dan peringatan Allah (the kepekaan akan ditambah) :D
For me , bulan ramadhan , janganlah buat benda sia" , tetapi kejarlah , buat benda baik, itu sahaja peringatan drp saya. Isolate & reflect yourself. All your sins , they can be forgived. Find hope and make the best , bright ramadhan , now and the future!
Lagi satu , 3 hari sebelum raya... Pihak sekolah LITERALLY BLASTED lagu ghaya , dah la kelas aku dekat dengan bilik speaker noh.... masa tu belajaq matematik , pastu alang" belajaq tu dengar doh lagu ghaya... aduhaiii cikgu cinaku , macam mana ku nak belajar dengar lagu raya !!!!! 😭😭😭😭
For me , bulan ramadhan , janganlah buat benda sia" , tetapi kejarlah , buat benda baik, itu sahaja peringatan drp saya. Isolate & reflect yourself. All your sins , they can be forgived. Find hope and make the best , bright ramadhan , now and the future!
Lagi satu , 3 hari sebelum raya... Pihak sekolah LITERALLY BLASTED lagu ghaya , dah la kelas aku dekat dengan bilik speaker noh.... masa tu belajaq matematik , pastu alang" belajaq tu dengar doh lagu ghaya... aduhaiii cikgu cinaku , macam mana ku nak belajar dengar lagu raya !!!!! 😭😭😭😭
Balik dari ofis , hati memang jadu hitam disebabkan masa telah dirugi. maybe i should skip this part , as it is really dark . Fast foward , we bought some kuih raya from ayunis kerepek that petang...
2 hari sebelum raya.... Kekecohan berlaku... Pi sunway , beli baju , bukan baju raya tetapi baju baru... Tak ingat sangat hari ni , tapi on this day , i went to my aunts house and i belek" some of old magazines , it was like finding old treasures.. one of i saw was "ering" , a technology magazine. When i opened it , it was full of samsung phones... spider man movie , games , especially gameloft. Oh my god , nostalgia overload!!! ＼(°o°)／
credit : https://blogbudaknakal95.blogspot.com/2012/12/koleksi-majalah-ering-aku.html
This is where i wanted to dive in more about magazines in malaysia.
i found out that an anime magazine existed like probably 20 years ago... It was called "starz" or "gempak" , BRO , i was like SHOOKED when i see an oban star racers on the cover!! That was my favourite anime series 😭😭😭
THIS WAS IT!!! BRO , SEBELUM NI AKU TAKTAU PUN , LIKE OBAN STAR RACERS IS QUITE UNDERRATED SINCE IT ONLY AIRED ON- WAIT!! IT DID AIRED ON DISNEY XD SINCE I FOUND THAT ANIME ON AN ARCHIVE YOUTUBE VIDEO! HSHFJSKSD
Im also suprised that there are many anime apperances in that magazine too , like fullmetal alchemist , haruhi suzumiya , NHK ni youkoso, ergo proxy , and those Y2K anime.. I ALSO FOUND PERSONA 4 TOO!! I AM LITERALLY SHOOOOOOOKED!!!
i-i-i literally dont know these anime magazines existed. i mean , i wonder back in 2007 , those graphics , pop stuff , the rising of electronic and technologies, ... i really sometimes wonder how it looks back then.. now , its just the internet and us. now other entertainment anymore..
benarlah kata2 Allah. Dunia hanya sementara... jadi , jom kejar akhirat. tambah" lagi , dunia akhir zaman ni....
okay , pastu lepas pi sunway , baliklah rumah ,... otw tu nampak ada satu kereta angkut brg ikea.. haha sampai ke belakang noh... furniture baru lah tu. astu satu lagi bawa mesin jahit.. memang nampak stereotype nak balik raya haha...
also , lagu raya trending yg ni:
benarlah kata2 Allah. Dunia hanya sementara... jadi , jom kejar akhirat. tambah" lagi , dunia akhir zaman ni....
okay , pastu lepas pi sunway , baliklah rumah ,... otw tu nampak ada satu kereta angkut brg ikea.. haha sampai ke belakang noh... furniture baru lah tu. astu satu lagi bawa mesin jahit.. memang nampak stereotype nak balik raya haha...
also , lagu raya trending yg ni:
Memang hype gila lagu ni. Bro literally maked like an akatsuki records song but without the visuals.. I wonder kalau lagu ni dalam versi grafik akatsuki record punya style... memang fuhhh rancak gile!!!
okay , aq tak larat dahla nak type.. sampai sini dulu , nanti part 2 aq sambung..
k bai~!!!
k bai~!!!
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